Let fly 

Let fly

If we would let fly words like drinking tequila neat.
Not mincing words
Not counting the times we fuxked pieces of ourselves up
I think we would drink up bottles.

If you meant when you said you are sorry
And yet your words fly dangerously
More dangerously than imaginary  fits
Would I behave,
Behave so recklessly.

I’m tired of labels
and old fashion pieces that weigh on me
Dragging me in the mud with no name or place.
I shot blanks you shot like a machine gun spuring hatred
warm like the summer’s pissed falling down on us.

Humorous isn’t it
That we are so called who we are
Living the life
Living the dream
Being empty
And hopeless
Pretending we ain’t for others to see. 

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If only we could give peace
Serve love neatly in a martini
If only everything was forever
and sat prettily ever after
If time could heal
Memories fade with each second
And hurts disappear in a moment’s glance
How wonderful
Life would be…. 

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Media Lies

Media Lies

It is true when you say I only love myself.
So brilliantly true.
When I see my reflection I can only think of the fun places I can be rather then being here myself.
Am I lying?
Play pretending this perfect world is mine and yours.
The pictures images that seem to good to be true isn’t true.
Why are we lying?
Why are we not loving ourselves more?
You say you love more than others and the world on your shoulder burns deep into your soul.
And if I were to help you?
You said I couldn’t bear the weight and we would just crumble into pieces and fall.
What do I do then?
Two steps to defeat
Too tired to move further.
So separate walls emerge
As the picturous images of a world I’ve created freeze the pain and trap that is very real…. 
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If we were together
We would be silly and so happy,
We’ll stuff our faces in ice-cream,
You’ll wrap me in a blanket,
Nothing beneath it.
I’ll make pasta
You’ll make me treats,
You’ll pull my pigtails
And draw me in for a kiss,
Or more ~

If we were together
We’ll do all the crazy things.
We’ll travel around the world
With your camera and my smile.
We’ll find the soul in each other’s mates
And go on the most ridiculous dates.
We’ll slow dance in the rainforest and count the zillion stars in the night.
You’ll draw me close to you
And I’ll feel your heart beat
As I draft to sleep.


I’ll say it
It doesn’t matter how I love you.
The taste of you lingers on my lips and everywhere.

It doesn’t need to have a name or a place,
It started as a kind of fondness that grew into a mountian or a lake.
I,  I just want to plunge into it forever.

Your scent that I wanna wear around and nothing else,
My hopeless pride that crumbles when you eat me up,
I’ll just gladly surrender…
All for the sake of love.
Dangerous love. 



Words that I dare not say.
Who had lead who astray?
More years and still we are here
In each others arms,

We rock,
Bob and forth
And In tune we play
Till we forte.

What madness we bear
Only we know.
Let the sweat and the dampness of these sheets
Hold the secrets we’ve told.

We know only to never to be found
Lost in a complete rapture
For moments
We both felt unbound
Like mammals satisfying our crave.