I think I’m falling into a sea of magnolia skies,

It’s so effortless to sink into it. 

To bare my naked soul to you is like breathing,

How do I escape this feeling of living?

Like pure liquid gold we could be mold solid,

2 halves of the same genre woven to a form a number 1 hit. 

How did we start again, falling,

Sinking to an endless clouds drifting into we again. 




I cannot not admit. 

Everything in small or big ways

All lead me to loving you. 

And it terrifies and excites me

Knowing in an instant,

Like a match,

We can all go up in flames. 

Burn away….

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“Endearment ”
Yeah we live in a crazy world baby. 

So messed up half the time you wanna flee. 
Drink yourself in self pity baby

But what good would it work, won’t it?
You wanna sink into sinking sand to be free sweetie?

Would it last?

Could you ever be free?
Come on my sweet baby

Just dance and mingle with me. 

We’ll work it through with love. 
Come in my arms sweetie 

Let’s run no more and be free. 

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Snow falls…

“Snow falls.”
Snow falls. 

It falls silently and quietly all around her. 

She needed that blast of cold air to hit her. 

Like he hit her. 
” Crunch! Crunch!” Went her boots 

as she hikes through the Forrest. 

Who was it that drew that 1st punch?Had there been hateful words?

Where they churned out like bullets firing pass her as she runs. 
She went to Rose her best friend. 

Perhaps for comfort and for cheer. 

In her mind she was the villain in their eyes. 

Perhaps she just didn’t want to hear anything against her. 

She ignored Rose’s plea over the wind to stay and not misunderstand. 

She just walked on into the Forrest stopping Just to grab a rope at hand. 
It was ungraceful climbing that tree and throwing that rope around a branch. 

She felt it almost comical that it had come to this.

Yet so she had no regrets

And need for 2nd thoughts. 

She just needed the noose firmly around her neck and a swing to end it all. 
She thought she needed no saving. 

She’s happy to be remembered as that silly little useless person that she is. 

But God, He is a humorous God. 

The rope snapped and she was back on that icy floor. 

Perhaps she had to think this through the once more…. 

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Does it matter?

I let it consume me and struggle no more. 

The sand slipping between me around me. 

My eyes on the crack of sky. 

That azure streak 

The birds chirping melodiously

And me, moments from eternal silence. 

A peaceful sleep. 

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Her fingers play the invisible melody

as she drifts off to sleep. 

Her dreams are made of sweetness and puffs,

Pink silks, rainbow ponies 

and piles and piles of strawberry cake that she loves. 
He’s a boy. 

The kind that one looks at and thinks is full of joy. 

His smile is contagious and his heart a heart full of love and kindness. 

True he gets lost in emotions when his peers are around.

Yet I say he is the bravest little boy I’ve ever know and the sharpest looking one I’ve ever loved. 
She’s the moon. 

He’s the sun. 

A kitten and a puppy. 
I love them so,

this they’ll ever know

For I’m always here. 

November – December 2015 in pictures. 

Had my acl recontrustive surgery done. 25th November 2015.    

I’ve been doddling and doing Christmas craft.   
  Hi , happy holidays all from my sunny (now rainy) tropical isle.