Meant to be set free.
Like butterflies in summer.
Like the wind that grazes my cheeks, kiss me once and flew by.
You are the kissable, untangle-able line from the base of my chin to the soles of my feet bringing me balance.
You taught me a kind of freedom that I had never known.
And like the change of seasons must come so be.
So kiss my cheeks once more and
glaze upon me like the light as it fades
And I’ll piece my soul together with threads again like an old melody
And sing to you in true tune one fine day when you pass my way again.
I will always remember the way your back feels as I trail it with my fingers.
You didn’t seem shock or repulsed by our meeting.
I didn’t want to come across eager
so I sat across from you,
Then a seat from you.
I held it in…
My longing to touch you.
Embrace you and to kiss you
And time just slipped on this short journey.
Such irony our paths
Once again 2 strangers on the same line to different destinations.
Bounded and fated to have meet and met.
Our destinies forever intertwined.
I left my warm seat
With my heart in my throat
I stole a last glance at you
And as the train left and I stood waiting..
Emotions overcame once again …
with your silly grin
And loop of a smile.
You with your silence,
Hey you when we had touched
and a million butterflies fluttered
to overcome me.
You and your moment
And my moment with you.
It was so easy with you breaking Berlin getting absorbed in our woes.
Just that I had forgotten you were on loan and I had to pay a fine that was long, long overdue.
Fondling fondness that can’t seem fade that faith and reason seems to allude me.
When you’re here.
I’m lost in you
My images and thoughts of us
Can’t seem to conclude well.
you and me dude.
This is hard…
Like between a rocks and a spade and shovel here.
And how they love to read
And muse and ponder
How they eyes sometimes seem to wander
And their memory a huge wonder
I have a thing for the beautiful that speaks without words
That could store all those vocabulary and verbs
There is something about a man that reads and one that is gentlemanly and sweet
Yet so smart and sharp in his feet that is something I’ll like to keep.
And though I’m not sure why I look at my fingers laced with blood and warmth and eyed my motionless body on the floor.
I fall in reverse knowing the mind cannot erase a moment or two…
That this wretched soul belongs to you and that forlorn feeling runs deep and true
And though you no longer care or even give a freaking damn
There must be a part of your aching soul that whispers for me
So my body leaves my soul
Leaves my mind into the empty grave
I fall from grace I seek empty emotions that won’t stick
as my mind turns to you
and I fall into the ground
Kiss it as it rises to meet my muffled sound
And your face the last of it to sting my lips and anchor my soul
Forever lost in reverse.